wtfux. my mood is so ruined.

so my dad was hogging the computer. and when he finally decided to get off, he spotted my wallet on the table and decided to open it. for some reason i didn't like that. i mean out of the blue you just open someone's wallet? like no right. and somehow i knew he would start making stupid comments again.

so i got pretty worked up and all. and made a dive to snatch the wallet out of his hands la. this sounds damn drama but heck. so in the process i accidentally made this disc on the table drop. and then his response was like.

"orh. you see la. drop the disc. spoil your cd."

"no it's not my cd."

"then you spoil your brother's cd la."

"i don't know la. it's not labelled."

"orh. so you don't want the cd la. throw away."

and he effing took it and threw it into the effing dustbin. wtfux.

that wasn't all. my good charlotte cd happened to be underneath the cd he picked up. and he went.

"so this cd also don't want la? throw away."

and he effing took it and threw it into the effing dustbin. again.


i know my dad reads my blog. but then again, wtfux.

i pwn all other noobs.

this morning i was really really really really tired. i almost couldn't wake up in the car. argh. so i told my dad to pick me up after school.

slogged through lessons as usual. then cca. then...

AS USUAL, I TOOK THE BUS HOME.

haha. and my dad waited for me in school for a whole hour, until i got home at 6.30 and realised my dad was supposed to pick me up.

gjgj. pwnz0r.

damn. i go home by myself everyday la. after training, after school. and i actually forgot. omg. i don't know whether it was because i was too used to the routine of going home by myself or i was too tired to remember that my dad was supposed to pick me, or simply that i have very very very very terrible memory.

nevertheless,

ownage.

saturday was gabriel's piano retical after choir and mass. rushed to the esplanade after church and then had dinner after the retical. it was a total laughing session. mainly for wrong reasons. : /.

and today i woke up at 10. damn. chionged homework for a while. went for cat class and dinner. then continued. well, i finished most of it, i guess. left with revising chem qualitative analysis and history sbq.

and i'm quite mad at myself for that. as in, not finishing all my work over the weekends. what is this. i could have woken up early on saturday and sunday instead of waking up at 10. and i could have done some work on friday night instead of wasting my time away. arghh.

i hate this but i'm feeling like some emo shit again.


Q: Why can’t you just be happy.
Live up to your first impression.

A: Well my best side was your worst invention.

been slogging for PTs and homework nonsense so no time to post.

i'm damn tired. and i have panda eyes! ) : . ew. much as i love getting blue-blacks, dark circles don't count as them.

bah. i feel slightly annoyed yesterday. i thought that i could sleep early and not burn the midnight oil to finish my pts or something. so i finished all my pts on wednesday. and in the end, i found a very very major mistake in my chem pt and i had to re-do half of it. : \. slept at 1.30am. ewww.

so today was loser day. i was damn loser today. ah. im so tired now. i don't want to elaborate how i was loserish today. so i shall just. shruggritoff. lol.

i think im going crazy. 4 hours of sleep last night. school till 4.30. reached home at 5.30. wanted to go down to bishan sports hall for training or something. but too late. so i suddenly felt like jogging and i did. jogged half of bishan park nonstop. then did circuits. sort of.

my brother thinks im crazy. cause i could have gotten heat exhaustion and my brain can go gong. tiredness increases the chances of heat exhaustion. : / graaah.

pts are finally over. but i have a hell lot of homework this weekend.

chem Qualitative Analysis
math Assignment
english Mini debate proposition points?
chinese Mock paper (i freaking hate this. i wish i could slap this. argh)
physics Assigment
history SBQ

oh man. wth did i type this down. not like its going to help me or something.

shucks. nothing i type really links. im so tired. im going gong without heat exhaustion already. freaaak.


oh yes. new mp3. : ). my mizuno court shoes coming up soon. : D

and damn. i hate looking so buay song when i don't smile.

zz.

i want eoys to end. freak. when everyone's eoys end. rg's start. ewww. week 6. week 6 please end.

damn you homework. you leave me no time to revise and study. so much for independent learning. my foot.

my stinking foot.

first day of school was lethargic. my eyes were so tired that i dont know how to describe how tired they were.

so lessons were really blah. and bio was rather amusing. only at the start. started to struggle to keep awake at the end. we left one window open to air the classrooms. and the bio teacher was like:"why did you leave one window open? someone farted?" oh man. actually no one really laughed la. but i don't know why i laugh at everything. -_-".

after school decided not to go for cca but go home to sleep. heh. stayed back a while to talk to peiting while she waited for yunting and charlene to finish orals. then went home and popped by j8 for a while to get my bro's wow game card.

okay. so i napped from 4.30 till 9.30. 5 hours. i think im going to sleep again. wake up at 4 or 5 am or something to study math. maybe i study better in the morning.


im so tempted to quote this.

time flies like an arrow -->


HAHA. okay. im just amusing myself. -.-"

school is reopening tomorrow. time flies. it's the last term for the year already. in another 6 weeks it will be my end of years. damn. i don't know how i'm going to get through this year's without breaking down halfway through or something. already i don't know any shit about how to do math. no idea about my sciences either.

i'm in deep shit man. okay. forget about it now. i got more urgent stuff to think about. oh, but don't i always have urgent stuff to settle? wth.


anyway. saturday was pretty much a slack day again. planned to do physics pt, again. and didn't do anything about it, again. choir. : D. then icekimo for a short while cause they chased us out. then a few of us decided to go watch a movie. we went to nicole's house and watched metallica. i think they are really good man. i mean. even the singer sounds as good live as on his cd. then we watched fearless. got home at about 3.30am. and slept at 4.

this should be the holidays man. but most of its days ended up with me slogging from early morning till night doing pts, though i had the occasionally trainings on certain days.


today i woke up at 8.15. heh. 4 hours of sleep. went to play badminton with halmmers again. and frisbee after that. it was really quite amusing. hahaha. lunch nearby and then studied for math later.


i think i'm starting to fall really behind for my studies. i should go anti-social for 6 weeks or something.

ehehehe. i found this on talkingcock.com.

CORRIGHT

The proper and correct Singlish pronunciation of 'correct'; illustrates how Singlish can combine two related words, creating a new word with improved potency. Often used as a response when the truth is glaringly obvious.


okay nvm.

was forced to alight at toa payoh while taking the mrt home from training yesterday. ahhh. it stopped at novena for 10 minutes somemore. : /. had to take the bus 88 home then.

arghh. annoying trip. despite having my mp3 at quite a volume, i could still hear this uncle complaining damn loudly to his wife. wth man. every sentence he said had the phrase 'kan ni na' in it. omg. its bloody irritating la. i was seriously very very annoyed. wth is this man.

so finally tolerated till the bus reached bishan. was glad to get down. then i realised that the ah pek also got down at the same stop. wth. continuous 'knn' again. wth la.

and then the 162 came. like finally. pretty glad it came. and then that ah pek had to take the same bus as me. wthhhhhhhh. and so i got up the bus and decided to sit near the back. and they had to sit directly behind me.

wth.



so today was completely slack. i don't know whether it was a waste of time. i dont want to know. i did nothing at all. nothing la. kind of ew, but i prefer this to working hard on the damn projects all day. but then again, i sort of chose to suffer later then suffer now when i can suffer less.

oh. there was no electricity in the morning till early afternoon cause of some rewiring thing for the whole block. that made me not feel like doing anything. cause i planned to do physics pt today.

i found a song which isn't very distracting. as in. a song i won't start singing along to and forget about my work.



haha. quite self-explanatory though. this song somehow brainwashes me to panic about finishing my work asap.

well. kind of. ><.


okay. guilty feelings coming in. come on. i don't want to feel this way. why can't i have a slack day without feeling bad about not using my time wisely?

oh man. i kinda feel darn pissed off with myself.

well. so i finished ss pt this morning. felt quite happy about that. not that i put in a lot of effort or anything. cause i didn't. :.

then i decided to start on history pt. with all the procrastinating and all in between. and now i'm halfway through the shit. and now i'm darn confused and angry. cause i think that what i've done so far isn't fulfilling the damn task.

which means that i would have to start all over again.

shiiiiiiiiiiit. unless i can tweak it a bit. so that it will be less out-of-point.

sigh.

watched click with sheena yesterday. quite funny i must say. and the ending was rather sad. until the whole plot took a twist again. then i thought it was anti-climax. -_-".

got home. played a bit of wow. then continued with the damn ss pt. siiiigh. i had planned to sleep at 12am. wake up early. but i got dragged into this. mass convo.

wthh. everyone had the same nicks. -.-"

and it went pretty much like this till almost 2am i think. cause i fell asleep at the computer. hahaha. ><.

okay. that's damn noob la. but i think i should stop typing this and continue with pts.

ewwww.

i actually went to school today. haha. i feel so freaking no-life. there was no one else in school la. except a few sec1s. heh.

so i woke up at 7.30 this morning. had a fever, flu, sore throat and very very bad muscle ache.

freak la. but i decided to go to school anyway. so i dragged myself down to school, feeling the worst i had ever felt in the entire year so far, since i hadn't fallen sick until now. reached school at 9.

waited for everyone to come until 11.30. we were supposed to meet at 8.30, and i thought i was late. -.-".

okay. so we started work, stuffing corn flour into balloons, while alicia and tiddy went out to buy our lunch back. then worked till about 1.30, when they came back with lunch. then tiddy and alicia went out again to eat lunch with their national camp platoon mate.

so zoe yikai michelle and i were left eating our lunches in school and talking rubbish. and after lunch. yikai initiated some game. she volunteered to be a target, while the rest of us took the flour-stuffed balloons to aim and throw at her. -.-". and there were different levels of difficulty and it was some kind of competition game thingy to see who could score the highest points la. hahaha.

then michelle had to go. and zoe yikai and i started fooling around with another game. haha. we took brooms. and i crushed a piece of paper into a ball. then we set up different 'goalposts' and started whacking the paper ball to our own goals like some hockey game.

lmao.

i laughed so freaking much that my stomach hurt like hell. ><.

played a bit of guitar after that. and then tiddy and alicia came back at 4. and we started the serious work again, till 5. then we went home.

hahaha! i feel damn amused. initially i was feeling really horrible about being ill and all. and after all that crap. i felt much much much better. though my nose was still blocked. : ).


okay. now im starting on my ss pt again. but i've been procrastinating for so long. ew. im telling lucas about the ss pt now. doing environmental citizenship:Waste management in Singapore.


Butterboy says:
shit, man. would a p4 kid be interested in finding out about how the country deals with its own crap?
Butterboy says:
i would think that the waste would be the waste that could potentially cause environmental problems lah.
Butterboy says:
so non biodegradeables?
Butterboy says:
i mean you probably don't want to talk about the treatment of raw sewage to a kid right.

Butterboy says:
its supposed to encourge environmental citizenship among kids right?
Butterboy says:
so its the waste that they can help prevent lah.
Butterboy says:
or deal with.
Butterboy says:
kids, please eat those empty milk cartons.
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
LOL OMG
Butterboy says:
yar well. you know. kids that age are usually pesky.

Butterboy says:
so how?
Butterboy says:
quite easy right.
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
hehee
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
okay la
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
just a pain in the ass to rephrase websites
Butterboy says:
if your target market is 12 year olds, why must you do so much research?
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
cause i dont know any shit about shit!
Butterboy says:
ar.
Butterboy says:
nice one.
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
hehehe
Butterboy says:
i had this whole book about environmental citizenship.
Butterboy says:
and its aimed at kids.
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
lol
Butterboy says:
not sure if i still have it.
wonderboy... what is the secret of your power? [lmao.] says:
sounds like something you throw at kids
Butterboy says:
hahaha!
Butterboy says:
occasionally that is not a bad idea.
Butterboy says:
don't you hate those evil kids?
Butterboy says:
those devil children?

Butterboy says:
its true, those devil children. they scream and kick and cry and run and stamp and i just want to make the world a better place.




hahaha. that cracks me up. okay okay. i better start with the pt now and stop typing this. ><